<p>I grew up in Bengaluru, and I have very fond memories of that time. I had to change almost ten schools in Bengaluru over ten years. This change was for inevitable reasons, but it did more good than harm to me.</p>.<p>I was fortunate to pick up a variety of learning methods- right from traditional teaching methods like studying the Vedas and learning Sanskrit to being convent schooled at Bethany. This strengthened my personality. </p>.<p>I was always drawn to communication and wanted to use it as a tool to reach out to people. I chose the arts to connect with people. None of my family members were into arts but I opted for a different route. I got hooked to theatre in my college days and later joined National School of Drama.</p>.<p>I had the opportunity to interact with great thinkers like B V Karanth and Prasanna.<br />I drew heavily from their experience. These interactions taught me to differentiate right from wrong and inspired me to develop a mind of my own.</p>.<p>Then, I moved from the stage to the small screen. I must have acted in more than 5,000 television serials as a protagonist. However, I felt a void inside me and realised that I wasn’t doing anything worthwhile, except helping the big producers earn money. This is when I started getting offers to do films. I began by working with M S Sathyu and slowly but steadily moved onto bigger projects. I also started a guild of filmmakers from across the globe called ‘Voicing Silence.’</p>.<p>Between 1998 and 2012, the films that I worked in won five National Awards; my films ‘Prapaatha’ and ‘Sandigdha’ won international awards. It was indeed an interesting journey. But that void still remained and I yearned to do more.</p>.<p>Since I felt there were very few people making sensible cinema; I turned a director and began making short films. I also simultaneously held the principal post at several film schools where I taught students to look at cinema as an art and not just from a commercial perspective. I also realised that cinema had not really developed as an art form. It had, in fact, developed into an industry and a commercially viable one at that. Films were treated as products which<br />I couldn’t accept. </p>.<p>I believe that cinema is meant to educate and enlighten people. This view of mine has been echoed by several luminaries whom I met. Sound technical knowledge of filmmaking and a desire to go beyond just the commercial aspect is clearly missing. Even those who wanted to make a difference didn’t want to come forward because they find the environment pretty claustrophobic. </p>.<p>Having said this, I don’t want to give up hope and wish to contribute in whatever capacity I can.</p>.<p>Although I am a director’s actor, I can’t help but look at every project from a director’s eyes too. I sometimes make suggestions that may better the script. </p>.<p>Even after all these years, I am still excited during the release of my films. When people ask if I am nervous, I tell them that when one is confident about their work and what they have delivered, there is no room for any kind of doubt.</p>.<p>My film ‘Soojidhara’ is releasing on May 10, and I am more than looking foward to watching it with my fans. </p>.<p class="byline"><strong>Suchendra Prasad</strong><br /><em>(actor and director) </em></p>
<p>I grew up in Bengaluru, and I have very fond memories of that time. I had to change almost ten schools in Bengaluru over ten years. This change was for inevitable reasons, but it did more good than harm to me.</p>.<p>I was fortunate to pick up a variety of learning methods- right from traditional teaching methods like studying the Vedas and learning Sanskrit to being convent schooled at Bethany. This strengthened my personality. </p>.<p>I was always drawn to communication and wanted to use it as a tool to reach out to people. I chose the arts to connect with people. None of my family members were into arts but I opted for a different route. I got hooked to theatre in my college days and later joined National School of Drama.</p>.<p>I had the opportunity to interact with great thinkers like B V Karanth and Prasanna.<br />I drew heavily from their experience. These interactions taught me to differentiate right from wrong and inspired me to develop a mind of my own.</p>.<p>Then, I moved from the stage to the small screen. I must have acted in more than 5,000 television serials as a protagonist. However, I felt a void inside me and realised that I wasn’t doing anything worthwhile, except helping the big producers earn money. This is when I started getting offers to do films. I began by working with M S Sathyu and slowly but steadily moved onto bigger projects. I also started a guild of filmmakers from across the globe called ‘Voicing Silence.’</p>.<p>Between 1998 and 2012, the films that I worked in won five National Awards; my films ‘Prapaatha’ and ‘Sandigdha’ won international awards. It was indeed an interesting journey. But that void still remained and I yearned to do more.</p>.<p>Since I felt there were very few people making sensible cinema; I turned a director and began making short films. I also simultaneously held the principal post at several film schools where I taught students to look at cinema as an art and not just from a commercial perspective. I also realised that cinema had not really developed as an art form. It had, in fact, developed into an industry and a commercially viable one at that. Films were treated as products which<br />I couldn’t accept. </p>.<p>I believe that cinema is meant to educate and enlighten people. This view of mine has been echoed by several luminaries whom I met. Sound technical knowledge of filmmaking and a desire to go beyond just the commercial aspect is clearly missing. Even those who wanted to make a difference didn’t want to come forward because they find the environment pretty claustrophobic. </p>.<p>Having said this, I don’t want to give up hope and wish to contribute in whatever capacity I can.</p>.<p>Although I am a director’s actor, I can’t help but look at every project from a director’s eyes too. I sometimes make suggestions that may better the script. </p>.<p>Even after all these years, I am still excited during the release of my films. When people ask if I am nervous, I tell them that when one is confident about their work and what they have delivered, there is no room for any kind of doubt.</p>.<p>My film ‘Soojidhara’ is releasing on May 10, and I am more than looking foward to watching it with my fans. </p>.<p class="byline"><strong>Suchendra Prasad</strong><br /><em>(actor and director) </em></p>