The world number two Narang yesterday became the first Indian to qualify for 2012 London Olympics after shooting a bronze in the 10 metre air rifle event in the 50th World Championship in Munich.
"I am very very disappointed over what happened to me. It was third time in a row. I think, Khel Ratna is just inclusion of the public perception and media perception.
"It was disheartening to know that I was in run for my achievement in 2009, I was in with a chance in 2008 also. But I would rather like my guns to talk and hope that the bronze medal opens up a few blind folds," Narang told NDTV.
In the final round in Munich, Narang held his nerves to shoot a score of 102 which helped him bag bronze in a strong field of 128 shooters.
The Indian lamented that even the world record could not fetch him the country's top sports award.
"I thought that I would get when I shot the world record and I am still the world record holder," said Narang.
National sports awards selection committee headed by P T Usha met here on July 30 and decided to bestow the Khel Ratna award to ace shuttler Saina Nehwal
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