<p>Actress Kangana Ranaut is miffed with the fact that an actor has to be constantly in the glare of public eye.<br /><br /></p>.<p>"The worst thing of being an actor is that you are constantly in limelight. There are times when I feel like being left alone. I was 17 when I started working and I don't remember living on my own. I don't know if I deserve this stardom," the actress said.<br /><br />Kangana, 26, made her acting debut in 2006 with 'Gangster' and later appeared in hit films like 'Fashion', 'Raaz – The Mystery Continues', 'Once Upon A Time In Mumbai', 'Tanu Weds Manu', 'Shootout at Wadala', 'Krrish 3' and others.<br /><br />She had also gone to New York to study filmmaking and had a great learning experience there."It was a unique experience to go back to school. I enjoyed sitting in the classroom, attending lectures, doing homework. I never had any formal education in acting. I understand the techniques of filmmaking but I wanted to understand it better," she said.<br /><br />Kangana enjoyed the anonymity while studying abroad. "It was a refreshing change to be anonymous and be myself. While I was studying in New York, I was cooking for myself, doing my laundry, travelling by subways. I found it relaxing and really enjoyed staying alone," she said.<br /><br />However, the actress left the course mid-way as she had to promote her film 'Queen', which releases tomorrow. But,she is going back in June to complete the course.<br /><br />When asked if the course encouraged her to write a screenplay for a movie, she said, "I don't know if I want to write a script. I would love to write and direct but I don't know when that will happen."<br /><br />There are aspects of college life shown in 'Queen'. Kangana says she was quite studious during academic days.<br /><br />"I was a medical student, so I spent most of my school days studying to become a doctor. I was very studious. I was always paranoid about my results. I would stay up all night to study. Most of the time I would either be at home or in library with my head in the books all the time. <br />I would always compete to top the class," she said.<br /><br />'Queen', directed by Vikas Bahl, stars Rajkumar Rao, Lisa Haydon and others. </p>
<p>Actress Kangana Ranaut is miffed with the fact that an actor has to be constantly in the glare of public eye.<br /><br /></p>.<p>"The worst thing of being an actor is that you are constantly in limelight. There are times when I feel like being left alone. I was 17 when I started working and I don't remember living on my own. I don't know if I deserve this stardom," the actress said.<br /><br />Kangana, 26, made her acting debut in 2006 with 'Gangster' and later appeared in hit films like 'Fashion', 'Raaz – The Mystery Continues', 'Once Upon A Time In Mumbai', 'Tanu Weds Manu', 'Shootout at Wadala', 'Krrish 3' and others.<br /><br />She had also gone to New York to study filmmaking and had a great learning experience there."It was a unique experience to go back to school. I enjoyed sitting in the classroom, attending lectures, doing homework. I never had any formal education in acting. I understand the techniques of filmmaking but I wanted to understand it better," she said.<br /><br />Kangana enjoyed the anonymity while studying abroad. "It was a refreshing change to be anonymous and be myself. While I was studying in New York, I was cooking for myself, doing my laundry, travelling by subways. I found it relaxing and really enjoyed staying alone," she said.<br /><br />However, the actress left the course mid-way as she had to promote her film 'Queen', which releases tomorrow. But,she is going back in June to complete the course.<br /><br />When asked if the course encouraged her to write a screenplay for a movie, she said, "I don't know if I want to write a script. I would love to write and direct but I don't know when that will happen."<br /><br />There are aspects of college life shown in 'Queen'. Kangana says she was quite studious during academic days.<br /><br />"I was a medical student, so I spent most of my school days studying to become a doctor. I was very studious. I was always paranoid about my results. I would stay up all night to study. Most of the time I would either be at home or in library with my head in the books all the time. <br />I would always compete to top the class," she said.<br /><br />'Queen', directed by Vikas Bahl, stars Rajkumar Rao, Lisa Haydon and others. </p>